Lola
10-04-2007, 05:25 PM
The Day After
I explained in my previous story, which to really understand me you really have to read My life as a girl besides I am picking up where I left off but if you don't want to take the time to read it, I am what they call an intersexual. A term you should look up or go back to the other article to understand. In short, I have the body of a girl with extreamly small male organs that disappear inside my groin. It has taken me a few years to come to grip with my feelings and body. By relating these experiences my hope is to help others with the same problem and to come to grips with their gender related issues.
I went to bed that night and relived the events of the evening over and over in my head. It was like a dream. I had actually passed myself off for Julie! Every thing inside me told me I could but there is a lot of difference between thinking and doing and I had done it. The only one that knew was my sister. Everyone else, Mom, Dad, my little sisters, Karen and Holly and even Brian thought I was Julie!
The next morning it was hectic in the house. I put on latex gloves to hide the fingernail polish. Dad and Mom left early for work. My attention was consumed in getting Karen and Holly dressed and off to school. Julie came in the kitchen and hugged me telling me again how much she enjoyed last night. She then left for school.
When everyone had left the house I went upstairs and stripped off my clothes and showered, washing Brian's dried cum out of my hair and off my body. After drying off I picked up the clothes Julie had left laid out on my bed. I laughed to myself at the thought that she laid out what clothes she wanted me to wear. I dressed and went into Julie's room and sat down and blow-dried and styled my hair and began to put on my makeup. My conversation with Julie was running through my mind as I slowly and meticulously applied it.
I was angry with her. Why the hell did you call Brian? And why did you tell him you wanted to suck his cock really intending for me to give him the blowjob? I demanded after the door to her room was closed.
Because it was going so well with Dad and Mom. You had them fooled and I began to see how you could help me out of another situation. Julie said looking me straight in the eyes, Tomorrow Brian will have told everyone at school that I sucked his cock!
Why the hell would you want him to tell everyone? I blurted out.
Because I really didn't want to do it! I think its sick and degrading to let a guy dominate me that way, on my knees before him. Besides I am more attracted to girls and now they will think I am straight because you gave Brian a blowjob. The guys were already starting to tease me about being a lesbian. Even the girls were starting to act funny around me even though I haven't acted on my feelings, besides you should know what the girls go through, especially if you are going to take my place at school.
I was probably as shocked at her confession as she probably was when she saw me dressed like her. I was speechless. Julie had told me that some were teasing her but I had no idea!
We both had secrets that we had kept from each other. My anger had faded.
Besides it looked like to me that you were enjoying him sucking on your nipples and it was so sexy watching you suck his cock. Julie added.
What? How did you see what went on?
Well when you left the house, I followed and stood behind a tree not ten feet from where you were in the park and with the full moon out, it was as if it was broad daylight. The moonlight lit your bodies up. Anyone who would have even driven down the street would have seen you two. It was so public, so hot!
I didn't know what to say so I turned and opened the door and went to my room, stripped off her clothes and climbed into bed not even caring about Brian's cum all over me.
I completed my makeup, stood up and walked to the full-length mirror in the corner of the room, examining every angle making sure everything was in order. I had plans for the day and needed to put things in place.
I went about my daily chores, making all the beds, picking up Karen and Holly's room, putting their dirty clothes in the hamper, vacuuming the carpet both upstairs and down. I scrubbed the bathrooms and mopped the floors in each. Then mopped the kitchen floor. Dad still hadn't fixed the lawnmower yet so the lawn would have to wait till the Saturday.
By 11 o'clock I was done. Now I had the rest of the day to do whatever I wanted. Mom and Dad wouldn't be home till after midnight tonight. They were going to attend a company dinner. Julie was going to be out late because of the football game and dance afterwards. My little sisters were going to Grandpa and Grandma's after school and Mom and Dad would be picking them up on their way home tonight. So I had at least 12 to 13 hours to do whatever I wanted!
I picked up my purse and locked the door and headed for the mall walking past the park on the way. I stopped for a moment to watch some moms with their children playing in the spot where hours ago I was on my knees sucking Brian's cock. I couldn't help but smile as the scene flashed through my mind and thinking of Julie standing by the tree nearby.
He called me his bitch and last night I was just that. His bitch sucking his big cock. I wondered how things went for Julie at school and how her date with Brian would go tonight. I decided to go and sit and watch the kids play and so went to the very bench we were at and sat down. One of the moms came up and introduced herself to me.
Hi I'm Samantha but my friends call me Sam. She said as she sat down next to me.
Hi I'm Julie. I said back.
If you don't mind me asking how come you're not in school? she asked.
I'm doing home schooling. I am just running some errands for my parents I said casually.
Oh ok. I didn't mean to be nosy but it's just unusual for a young girl to be here during the day. Although I have seen you walk by before. She paused and looked over at her child playing on the swing. You must live close by, I live right over in the blue house over there. Do you have brothers and sisters dear?
Yes. I said, adding, Two younger sisters and a twin brother.
Are they home schooled as well? She asked.
No, just me. I said.
Hey could you baby-sit during the day sometime? Sometimes I am looking for someone to watch Michael while I run errands and if you think you would be interested can I call you? I'll pay you good.
Let me think about it and talk it over with my parents. I know where you live and will let you know. Ok?
That would be great, thanks.
Well I have to go, it was nice meeting you Sam. I said and getting up I walked down the street and turned heading for the mall.
When I reached the mall, I purchased my own makeup and fingernail polishes so that I wouldn't have to use my sisters. Afterwards I went into one of the restraunts and sat down and ordered a salad.
When I finished it I then walked slowly home enjoying the warm sunny day with the breeze blowing my skirt. The air felt good on my bare legs. I stopped to rent a video from the adult section in the back room of the store. The guy at the video store reminded me that I needed to be 18 to rent the movies from the back but after giving him a flirtasous smile and leaning over the counter to show some cleavage smiled back at me said,
Its on the house. Just bring it back and let me know what you scenes you enjoyed. He said smiling back at me.
Ok. I said blushing.
By the time I reached home it was about three o'clock and in a couple hours my friends would be out of school and would be stopping by to hang out. It was our regular ritual. Wayne, Bill and Mike and myself would usually smoke a few joints and sometimes Wayne would have a bottle of alcohol that he took from his dad's bar in his den. We would put some music on in the garage and get really buzzed and doing tricks on our skateboards in the driveway or down the street.
I couldn't count the number of times they talked about Julie and how she was really hot! When they would talk about her I could see the bulges in their pants grow. At times they even joked about getting hard thinking about her and then rub their cocks through their jeans to show their manhood and we would all laugh.
They were the geek type with their glasses and not so handsome looks and bad hairstyles. They hung out with the other geeks at school and I knew they weren't very good with the girls but liked to talk big like most of us.
I had fantasized about seeing their cocks but being a guy I would never dare let it be known for fear of loosing my only friends besides I was struggling to understand my feelings.
After sucking Brian's cock last night and everyone thinking I was Julie. I couldn't stop thinking about their cocks and how it would be suck theirs.
Tonight it would be Julie entertaining Wayne and giving him a present he would never forget! I picked up the phone and called Bills cell phone and left a message for him not to come over tonight. That I was doing something with Wayne for his birthday and although I wish I could include them it wasn't possible.
I explained in my previous story, which to really understand me you really have to read My life as a girl besides I am picking up where I left off but if you don't want to take the time to read it, I am what they call an intersexual. A term you should look up or go back to the other article to understand. In short, I have the body of a girl with extreamly small male organs that disappear inside my groin. It has taken me a few years to come to grip with my feelings and body. By relating these experiences my hope is to help others with the same problem and to come to grips with their gender related issues.
I went to bed that night and relived the events of the evening over and over in my head. It was like a dream. I had actually passed myself off for Julie! Every thing inside me told me I could but there is a lot of difference between thinking and doing and I had done it. The only one that knew was my sister. Everyone else, Mom, Dad, my little sisters, Karen and Holly and even Brian thought I was Julie!
The next morning it was hectic in the house. I put on latex gloves to hide the fingernail polish. Dad and Mom left early for work. My attention was consumed in getting Karen and Holly dressed and off to school. Julie came in the kitchen and hugged me telling me again how much she enjoyed last night. She then left for school.
When everyone had left the house I went upstairs and stripped off my clothes and showered, washing Brian's dried cum out of my hair and off my body. After drying off I picked up the clothes Julie had left laid out on my bed. I laughed to myself at the thought that she laid out what clothes she wanted me to wear. I dressed and went into Julie's room and sat down and blow-dried and styled my hair and began to put on my makeup. My conversation with Julie was running through my mind as I slowly and meticulously applied it.
I was angry with her. Why the hell did you call Brian? And why did you tell him you wanted to suck his cock really intending for me to give him the blowjob? I demanded after the door to her room was closed.
Because it was going so well with Dad and Mom. You had them fooled and I began to see how you could help me out of another situation. Julie said looking me straight in the eyes, Tomorrow Brian will have told everyone at school that I sucked his cock!
Why the hell would you want him to tell everyone? I blurted out.
Because I really didn't want to do it! I think its sick and degrading to let a guy dominate me that way, on my knees before him. Besides I am more attracted to girls and now they will think I am straight because you gave Brian a blowjob. The guys were already starting to tease me about being a lesbian. Even the girls were starting to act funny around me even though I haven't acted on my feelings, besides you should know what the girls go through, especially if you are going to take my place at school.
I was probably as shocked at her confession as she probably was when she saw me dressed like her. I was speechless. Julie had told me that some were teasing her but I had no idea!
We both had secrets that we had kept from each other. My anger had faded.
Besides it looked like to me that you were enjoying him sucking on your nipples and it was so sexy watching you suck his cock. Julie added.
What? How did you see what went on?
Well when you left the house, I followed and stood behind a tree not ten feet from where you were in the park and with the full moon out, it was as if it was broad daylight. The moonlight lit your bodies up. Anyone who would have even driven down the street would have seen you two. It was so public, so hot!
I didn't know what to say so I turned and opened the door and went to my room, stripped off her clothes and climbed into bed not even caring about Brian's cum all over me.
I completed my makeup, stood up and walked to the full-length mirror in the corner of the room, examining every angle making sure everything was in order. I had plans for the day and needed to put things in place.
I went about my daily chores, making all the beds, picking up Karen and Holly's room, putting their dirty clothes in the hamper, vacuuming the carpet both upstairs and down. I scrubbed the bathrooms and mopped the floors in each. Then mopped the kitchen floor. Dad still hadn't fixed the lawnmower yet so the lawn would have to wait till the Saturday.
By 11 o'clock I was done. Now I had the rest of the day to do whatever I wanted. Mom and Dad wouldn't be home till after midnight tonight. They were going to attend a company dinner. Julie was going to be out late because of the football game and dance afterwards. My little sisters were going to Grandpa and Grandma's after school and Mom and Dad would be picking them up on their way home tonight. So I had at least 12 to 13 hours to do whatever I wanted!
I picked up my purse and locked the door and headed for the mall walking past the park on the way. I stopped for a moment to watch some moms with their children playing in the spot where hours ago I was on my knees sucking Brian's cock. I couldn't help but smile as the scene flashed through my mind and thinking of Julie standing by the tree nearby.
He called me his bitch and last night I was just that. His bitch sucking his big cock. I wondered how things went for Julie at school and how her date with Brian would go tonight. I decided to go and sit and watch the kids play and so went to the very bench we were at and sat down. One of the moms came up and introduced herself to me.
Hi I'm Samantha but my friends call me Sam. She said as she sat down next to me.
Hi I'm Julie. I said back.
If you don't mind me asking how come you're not in school? she asked.
I'm doing home schooling. I am just running some errands for my parents I said casually.
Oh ok. I didn't mean to be nosy but it's just unusual for a young girl to be here during the day. Although I have seen you walk by before. She paused and looked over at her child playing on the swing. You must live close by, I live right over in the blue house over there. Do you have brothers and sisters dear?
Yes. I said, adding, Two younger sisters and a twin brother.
Are they home schooled as well? She asked.
No, just me. I said.
Hey could you baby-sit during the day sometime? Sometimes I am looking for someone to watch Michael while I run errands and if you think you would be interested can I call you? I'll pay you good.
Let me think about it and talk it over with my parents. I know where you live and will let you know. Ok?
That would be great, thanks.
Well I have to go, it was nice meeting you Sam. I said and getting up I walked down the street and turned heading for the mall.
When I reached the mall, I purchased my own makeup and fingernail polishes so that I wouldn't have to use my sisters. Afterwards I went into one of the restraunts and sat down and ordered a salad.
When I finished it I then walked slowly home enjoying the warm sunny day with the breeze blowing my skirt. The air felt good on my bare legs. I stopped to rent a video from the adult section in the back room of the store. The guy at the video store reminded me that I needed to be 18 to rent the movies from the back but after giving him a flirtasous smile and leaning over the counter to show some cleavage smiled back at me said,
Its on the house. Just bring it back and let me know what you scenes you enjoyed. He said smiling back at me.
Ok. I said blushing.
By the time I reached home it was about three o'clock and in a couple hours my friends would be out of school and would be stopping by to hang out. It was our regular ritual. Wayne, Bill and Mike and myself would usually smoke a few joints and sometimes Wayne would have a bottle of alcohol that he took from his dad's bar in his den. We would put some music on in the garage and get really buzzed and doing tricks on our skateboards in the driveway or down the street.
I couldn't count the number of times they talked about Julie and how she was really hot! When they would talk about her I could see the bulges in their pants grow. At times they even joked about getting hard thinking about her and then rub their cocks through their jeans to show their manhood and we would all laugh.
They were the geek type with their glasses and not so handsome looks and bad hairstyles. They hung out with the other geeks at school and I knew they weren't very good with the girls but liked to talk big like most of us.
I had fantasized about seeing their cocks but being a guy I would never dare let it be known for fear of loosing my only friends besides I was struggling to understand my feelings.
After sucking Brian's cock last night and everyone thinking I was Julie. I couldn't stop thinking about their cocks and how it would be suck theirs.
Tonight it would be Julie entertaining Wayne and giving him a present he would never forget! I picked up the phone and called Bills cell phone and left a message for him not to come over tonight. That I was doing something with Wayne for his birthday and although I wish I could include them it wasn't possible.